I am so tired of being single. I haven't been in a relationship in almost 3 years, and the loneliness is starting to get to me. I miss the feeling of being in love, I miss the feeling of hearing someone tell me that they love me. But let me be clear, even though I miss being happy, I will no longer just settle for the first person who comes along, I've done that too much in the past.
I think that after my dad died and even before, I was so depressed and feeling such low self esteem that I gave up on being worthy of love. It took me some time until I felt like I was ready to put myself out there.
I think that starting next year, I am going to get out of this house and start meeting some new people and maybe I will meet the right person for me. First and foremost I need to meet someone who understand that my son and his special needs come before anyone else and their needs. I also need to meet someone who will be patient with me.
Hopefully, I will meet Mr. of Ms. Right and finally join the ranks of the happy people.
